June 23, 2013

Let Go, Let God :)

不知怎么了
听见别人说你要去深学
心里突然觉得很伤感


你是那个曾经伤害过我的人
我为什么要去觉得难过?
我不是应该感到开心才对吗


原来
我表面上说是已经放下以前的事
可是心里想的跟表面上做的完全相反
为什么会这样
我自己也不明白


还没完全放下


口口声声跟别人说我是多么的恨你讨厌你
讨厌你那愚蠢又白痴的所作所为
讨厌你的自以为是
讨厌你认为这一切的发生是理所当然


三年了
事情已经过去三年了
我本来以为我已经完完全全的放下对你的感情
可是我错了


对!
对你当初人见人爱的那种心态已经没了
我也只是把你当成生命中的过客
对你
已经没有别的意思


也许
这次你的离开
是让我完完全全放下的一个好机会
不管过去的事情是怎样
我真的应该放下了


这压抑在我心里很久没有说出来的事
应该放下了
不用再一个人扛着这份压力
事情都过去了
一切都过去了


我真的很想痛快地大哭一场
我累了
真的累了
那压抑在我心中很久的压力
没人能够了解除了上帝


我真的很累了
累了足足三年
表面上过得很快乐
旁人看不出我的压力
连我自己也以为我没有这份压力
其实我错了


不过话说回来
我还是要对你说声谢谢


谢谢你成为我生命中的过客
谢谢你让我经历了一些我人生中从未经历过的事
谢谢你让我从这些事情中成长
谢谢你让我对你更加了解
也谢谢你那很恨的所作所为


如果生命中不曾有你
我想到现在今天
我还是那个以前不懂事的女孩
谢谢你让我成长
真的谢谢你


四年
四年后
我希望我看到的你
不再是那个幼稚又白痴又不懂事的你


希望在这来临的四年
你会过得很快乐
也希望这来临的四年里
你我
都找到一个陪伴你走一生的人


我沈佳凌
在此祝福你
希望你能继续地服侍上帝
继续为神做盐做光
成为别人生命中的见证


愿神大大地祝福你未来几年的生命
我也会继续为你祷告
加油
耶稣爱你


再见! :)




June 13, 2013

CHRISTLIKE INFLUENCER :D

hey peeps! nice to see you all again. hee :)
so long didnt update my blog dy
paiseh har am really busy this year 

okay im now updating....
firstly, i've came back frm TEENz Camp 2013!!
WOOTS! :D


this camp was freakin awesome until i couldnt use words to describe it!
i got touched by god
god spoke to me
and i did experience him more!! :)

- HERE THE STORY BEGINS -

Day 1 :)

is game time!
feel super excited cuz we're going to play games after we reached the hotel.

Group 1 is here!! :)


this is my game group and im their leader x)
thank god for giving me such a numers of cute members
we get to know each others during ice breaking time :)
and guess what?
we all mixed very well throughout the whole game session :D


one of my favourite picture of our group :)
know what we're doing?
we are given a bible story and we need to act it out in a picture
luckily our story is easy
i think everyone knows this story LOL

as a game leader of Group 1
i admit that i did not lead the group properly ><
this causes that our group almost cant finish all the station n mission who is alrdy been assign
i will learn to be more prefect for my group next time
hehe :)


After playing in the whole afternoon ,
the other more exciting event is CONCERT!
a whole night of praise & worship our Great and Almighty God!


MAN i love all the songs!
it kept reminding me JESUS's undying love for us :)
God is just so real on that night
i can feel him infront of me!


we lifted up our hands to praise HIM


we jumping to praise HIM 


and of course!
how can a camp be without the speaker?!
LET'S ALL WELCOME OUR CAMP SPEAKER UNCLE KIM TAI!!!
*claps claps .........


YEAHHH!!! :D

and oh forgot to mention it
im having my 17th birthday on the first day :)
after Uncle Kim Tai sharing the sermon
the most unforgettable moments in my life happened 

-Tiffany-
a very cute little friend that i have who alrdy wished me happy birthday at least 5 times
leading all the TEENz to sing a birthday song for me :')
I felt so touched awww :')

here's her pic if u guys dunno who is she xD



that was the most memorable birthday celebration in my life :D
I really thank god for bringing me up this 17 years n still loves me even i have done wrong things
i will appreciate for what God has given to me :) 

Day 2 :)

second day in camp
gettin excited cuz we are having workshop time! 
but as usual we will listen to God's word in the morning then workshop in the afternoon :)
workshop is the one of the exciting activities during TEENz Camp!


DENG DENG DENG DENG!!
SCENARIO ATTACK!! 

this is our theme for TEENz Camp workshop
basically what we're doing is acting a drama!! ^_^
hehe such a long time didnt went on stage dy >.<


THIS IS MY GROUP!!! SPOT ME IF YOU CAN :)
forgive me for being so annoying =.=
love this workshop man!
my 形象 is spoiled through this workshop hahaha
let u guys see the pics x)


*PS i dunno why my face is like that and this have been capture by them =.=


and LOL what is going on with me by the way?! =.=
I think is about my character in the drama got commented haha
i cant see my eyes langsung xD

blah blah blah..
timeflies and it came to the end of the workshop
our group is very satisfied with our own acting skill xD
LOL

after workshop we all r given some time to wash up n have dinner :)
after dinner then we only continue our praise n worship n oso sermon!

the second night is the most unforgettable night for me
y do i said so?
cuz i've been caught by Uncle Kim Tai to read the chinese bible verses during sermon time ><
FYI my chinese is really sendirian berhad only =.=
yet i still have to read the bible verses in CHINESE!
could u guys believe it? i couldnt believe in myself oso :\

but still
thank god for giving me courage to read all the bible verses v(^_^)v 
my heart was like going to jump out after i read the bible verses haha
and i wont forgot the book of DANIEL for my whole life :)

after the sermon at night,
is time to annouce the winner of the game n oso workshop!
we didnt won a prize at all xD
but at least we have a great bonding with our team :)

Day 3 :)

early in the morning
we cant woke up =.=
Cuz some of us including me in our cell group slept at 2am 
know y? cuz we have been sharing our tiny little secret  hehe x)
im so glad that our cell group can have a great bonding in this camp
although we just reshuffle our cell members :)

talking about third day 
what things came into your mind?
for me is the most exciting PRAYER WORKSHOP! :D


to me
prayer workshop is the most important time to communicate with god :)
if not, 3 hours of prayer time will just be wasted like that 
im so happy that God continuosly spoke to me in every year's camp

during the prayer workshop
nothing else happen on me but crying and seek for God's forgiveness 
during prayer time
i cast out all my problem n emotions to God 
i dont mind how peoples sees me 
i just cry out to God like nobody's business 


during prayer workshop
3 hours will just passed like a smoke
it is very amazing that i even wanted to pray more!
indeed in God's presence we will not care about the time but the relationships between God :)

after prayer workshop
it photo taking session! yayy!! :D


oh yes! i saw where i am :)


errr i cant see myself in this pic
try to spot me if u can xD

for the last night its right to do something crazy hehe x)
you guys know what we did after cell group time at night?
we went to swimming pool by 12 am 
and i guess you guys know what happened? xD 
fyi, im oso the victim LOL =.=

and that night
our whole cell group chit chat until 2 am oso
last day mah haha :)


Day 4 :)

last day in camp
nothing much important to write but a group photo of our cell group to share :)


really love them all :)
we all sisters in Christ
anything happens to us we will face it together 
i pray that all of them will be bless abundantly by God on their life 
Amen!

and so
this is the update from me after coming back from TEENz Camp 2013
this might be the last TEENz Camp for me 
i really appreciate the time i have with anyone during camp
and i thank God that i didnt fall sick during the camp but after the camp x)

random pic from me during the camp hee :)


kinda love this pony tail of mine :)
of course notme who tied it xD


this one oso hee :)
love my back view with this hair 


And that's all from me 
God bless and have a nice day! :)

THANKS FOR READING THROUGH MY BLOG 


photo credits :-
Vincent,Uncle Zhang Hua,Uncle Chong Hiang,Chun Yue,Angelica & Me :D

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