June 29, 2014

Back to normal 、回到原点..

After all the busy schedules, finally i have the time and mood to update my blog once again. So sorry peeps! I know that I've not been updating my blog since last year. Now let me tell you why :)

Okay. Firstly and the main point. I've been busy with my archery training for the past 6 months i guess, just to prepare myself for one of the important tournament in my life. And which is Sukan Malaysia XVII 2014.

I really thank God for giving me this chance to represent Johor (although I'm not a Johorean. Heh) to SUKMA XVII 2014. And for the past 6 months I experience a lot of things in my life. It was my first time representing state to this game.

Well, I've been through lots of tears and joy during the 6 months training. For example when we cant achieve the target which have been set by our coach, and then you know, humans very complicated one lorh. Even though sometimes we just having some jokes around them and they just like giving you a serious face and then starts to mention about things which had already passed and then you know what? WE ALL KENA BOOM! DUH -.-

Sometimes I really really cannot tahan my coach's attitude. Like one of the time at game he's not in a good mood and by that time all of us shoot like shit and we dunno why. AND. One of my best guy friend kena scold by him. Really kesian that best friend of mine sometimes cuz he just stand at there and getting scold by him for no reason. Sigh, that friend of mine is too kind. 

And not just once that my coach scold him for no reason, I still remember that one of the time which is our last stage of training before going to SUKMA. I clearly remembered that the best friend of mine crying after getting scolded by our coach. That was the second time i saw him crying under pressure after so many years.


As I said, we been through tears and joy right? Now let me share with you guys about those happy moments we had together (: 














































Oh ya! I need to stop you guys here for awhile. For your information, this is one of my best guy friend in archery. Heh. His name is Muhammad Arif bin Mohd Busheri if I'm not mistaken >.< He's a nice and funny guy, knew him since form 1 I guess?  He likes to do weird pose sometimes during training and we don't know why he did that we just laughing around like an idiot xD But seriously sometimes it cheers me up! (: Thanks a lot bro! Hehe. And he's kinda like our photographer in our team. Why do i said that? Cuz most of the photos that you've seen here in this post is from his phone! Guess you guys are shocked right? Haha. He loves to take pictures A LOT! And that's why we have so many pictures in this year's SUKMA.  




















AND... This bad guy Ong Jing Kai is also a best friend of mine. When he first came to the training field, he's a super duper quiet person and he's super shy to talk to people even with us! BUT! When the time passed, when he starting to know each and everyone of us even more deeper, HAH! His pattern all come out already. To be honest I have to said that sometimes I just feel like wanna slap him for the things that he said. Really cannot tahan his pattern sometimes -.- But still I really proud of him cuz he really did a great job in the past SUKMA. And I really wanna say thank you to you for being one of my audience and giving me advices when I met some troubles in my past relationship.You're truly a great friend, although sometimes i really feel like wanna punch you. Thank you my friend! I appreciate you alot! (:
















All of us so energetic after the last fitness test with coach Omar (the guy in the red shirt)


















Got silver medal in the past sikrit remaja siri, lost to Team Penang -.- By right we can won the gold medal but in the 3rd end if I'm not mistaken, each and everyone of us in team all shot badly /_\ We already leading them by 10 points! 10 points you know! And then after the 3rd end they starting to lead before us and in the end we lost to them with 168 - 177 around like that. 




















This girl, named Nur Aqilah Binti Khairul, she's my teammate. Knew her long time ago but I don't really remember when. She's just so funny and innocent all the time. Every time when our coach kacau her, heR reaction just so funny! And sometimes we the whole team pakat trick her, and she was so innocent that she believes all the things that we said. Haha. Qilah oh Qilah.. This is what we did after she realized everyone in the team has tricked her. I'm so glad that I can have her as my teammate, she has brings us so much joy! (:










Those wonderful time we had during UUM Open 2014 (: This year's UUM Open was really fun with them! Hopefully we had the chance to participate UUM Open again with this team. Cuz you guys just too amazing and I really love you guys! 




Berselfie dalam bus. Hehe (:


The girl beside me, I called her as my senior cuz she's just too amazing! Her name is Pei Xi, we both know each other since we're young in the same archery club. The reason why both of us become so close is because that we both tumpang each other's car when we go for training. She and I was the 1st batch of full time archer in the beginning of the year. And during the break time after training, both of us shared many things in our life, sometimes when she didn't come for training, I'm like forever alone at the field. Well sometimes i need to admit that I cannot live without her during training. Haha. Anyway, I wanted to say thank you also for being my listener and advisor for the past 6 months, bet your ears hurts huh :P Truly,I've learned so many things from her. Thank you so much! :D 




Now I only realized that I didn't take photo with this best guy friend of mine. Fyi, the guy with specs is the one who i called the best guy friend of mine. Well his name is Goh Jin Yu, watchcing him grew up from a small tiny little boy into a tall and fit guy. He's now taller than me what the hell -.- Well, just short and sweet here about this cute guy. I started to know him even deeper last 2 years when we both started to training at Larkin. And I remember this guy is super paiseh to tell us that he actually have no transport to go home after training and he have to wait for his papa or take bus to go home at about 7pm and our training usually ends at 6pm. And then one day we find out this little secret of him, and then my mama said we can send him home if he got no transport. At first he refused to let us send him home, but then my mama forced him to get in the car and then he bobian just get in. Haha. After that day, literally we become his pick up driver. You guys know, friends ma. Haha. Anyway, I really thank god for letting me know you in my life. You taught me many things and i don't know how to express it here and I just wanna say thank you for being there for me all the time whenever I need you. (: You're truly a best best friend of mine in my life. 




Now you know how much our team loves to selfiesssss! Or perhaps I should say 'wefie'? Haha. Our beloved teammate even prepared us a selfie monopod xD And this is why we have many photos, cuz whenever we go we'll just selfie, even after gym! Haha.










































Jump shots! *FAILED*


Failed again. 


And yeahhhh! WE DID IT! 

We actually got a lot of pictures during training time and during SUKMA VII 2014. If you guys wanna see more pictures about me and my team during SUKMA VII 2014, kindly click the links below to see it. (: 



Now let me get you back to the topic [ Back to normal ]
I just went through a break up with my ex during SUKMA. But I'm glad that I can handle my emotions very well during SUKMA, and this leads me to the bronze medal match. Thank God (:


I choose to break up with him basically is because I really cannot stand his temper and he really 大男人主义 (sorry I don't know how to say it in english). Easy to say he's trying to change my personalities and wants me to follow what he wants. One thing I really hate about him is because he always said my religion does not exist. "Why are you so stupid following it? Those are just rules!" he said.


Seriously who do you think you are?!


We both been together for only 3 and a half month. And within this 3 and a half month he already made me cried for 3 times. Seriously he likes to argue a lot, even it was just a small matter. And he just take too serious over those small matters. The last time we argue (which is before we broke up), he called me at freakin 2AM just to argue with me. SERIOUSLY IS IT SO IMPORTANT UNTIL YOU HAVE TO CALL ME AT FREAKIN 2AM?!


After we broke up, he always post some of the stuffs on fb to tell the whole world that I left him. All you know is just how to blame me in 'our relationship' and break up. You don't even think of your own problem, and you think that very chio? Now let me tell you, seriously you sucks when you kept doing all these things.


Anyway I'm glad i left you. And from now on we both are just strangers, not even friends anymore. Go ahead and continue to tell the whole world about my problems during our past relationship, I don't even care about it! One day the whole world is going to know that the problem is by your own, not by others. Think about it.


Since everything just passed, it is time to get back to the normal. I'm proud to let the whole world know that I'm a Christian! And I'll stay single until the right time has come for me cuz I just simply can't trust guys anymore after the past relationship.


THIS IS NOT THE END. THIS, IS JUST THE BEGINNING OF THE NEW CHAPTER OF MY LIFE.