November 22, 2011

can YOU care for me?

quite a long time din update my own blog
no mood to update
too much things to let me bother


21-22/11
just came back from ER Camp from church
although i din experience GOD much more
but i still believe that God HE din gave up on me


today
came back from church
after eating my crakers
go back to my room
lay on my own bed
fall asleep
... ...


5.00pm ++
i woke up
suddenly realize that mummy said that wanted to go jusco
then go take a bath
then go jusco


SHIT! WTF!
the thing i wanted to buy dun have
OK FINE! NEVER MIND!
I DUN CARE!


later on
walk walk walk...
buy bubble tea
i wont buy it again cuz its not pure wan
just simply shake the bubble tea with the plastic cup
not the metal wan
RM3.00=WASTED


after that
back from jusco to home
need to do house chores
drying the clothes,folding the clothes...

THE WEATHER IS SUPER DUPER HOT ALTHOUGH IT IS NIGHT TIME

after drying the clothes
i was ought to fold the blanket first then fold the clothes
who knows

STUPID one wanted to move to mattress on this time
i said i need to fold the clothes first
then IT said:

ASK U TO DO THEN U DO IT!!


WTF!!!!!


CANT U JUST WAIT FOR A MINUTE???
u think that i'm a robot?
i'm a HUMAN OK?
i also need to rest,do u know that it is very hot????

BO BIAN LORH.
being scold..
then go move the mattress
i admit i HATE u in that moment!


my hearts got hurt
n i dun know y
i cried


do u know?
u will never know it
cuz u din even care for it

I'M TRANSPARENT IN UR EYES
although i'm ur children


after moving the mattress
keep on folding the clothes
FINISH

went upstairs to my room
tied up my hair
put on my headset
switch on my phone
press until super loud until i cant hear anyone's voice




maybe i think i just be like what the pictures above does
cuz it is better than TALKING TO YOU!!

1 comment:

  1. 过去的就让它过吧...放在心里会很难受的.....^^

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