can YOU care for me?

quite a long time din update my own blog

no mood to update

too much things to let me bother

21-22/11

just came back from ER Camp from church

although i din experience GOD much more

but i still believe that God HE din gave up on me

today

came back from church

after eating my crakers

go back to my room

lay on my own bed

fall asleep

... ...

5.00pm ++

i woke up

suddenly realize that mummy said that wanted to go jusco

then go take a bath

then go jusco

SHIT! WTF!

the thing i wanted to buy dun have

OK FINE! NEVER MIND!

I DUN CARE!

later on

walk walk walk...

buy bubble tea

i wont buy it again cuz its not pure wan

just simply shake the bubble tea with the plastic cup

not the metal wan

RM3.00=WASTED

after that

back from jusco to home

need to do house chores

drying the clothes,folding the clothes...

THE WEATHER IS SUPER DUPER HOT ALTHOUGH IT IS NIGHT TIME

after drying the clothes

i was ought to fold the blanket first then fold the clothes

who knows

STUPID one wanted to move to mattress on this time

i said i need to fold the clothes first

then IT said:

ASK U TO DO THEN U DO IT!!

WTF!!!!!

CANT U JUST WAIT FOR A MINUTE???

u think that i'm a robot?

i'm a HUMAN OK?

i also need to rest,do u know that it is very hot????

BO BIAN LORH.

being scold..

then go move the mattress

i admit i HATE u in that moment!

my hearts got hurt

n i dun know y

i cried

do u know?

u will never know it

cuz u din even care for it

I'M TRANSPARENT IN UR EYES

although i'm ur children

after moving the mattress

keep on folding the clothes

FINISH

went upstairs to my room

tied up my hair

put on my headset

switch on my phone

press until super loud until i cant hear anyone's voice

maybe i think i just be like what the pictures above does

cuz it is better than TALKING TO YOU!!