Blessed 19th :)

First of all, helloooooo to my fellow friends who read my blog! :) I'm so sorry that I didn't update my blog for so so long. College life has been busier than what I thought. Just a small little update from myself here to all of you, I'm currently in semester 3 and finals is coming in less than 3 weeks from now. Basically that's all I wanted to update here. Hahaha.

Nah, just kidding. BACK TO THE TOPIC! 

I'm here to share with you all how I spent my 19th birthday this year :) 

This is my 4th time for not celebrating my birthday with my family. I clearly remembered that the first time I did not celebrate my birthday was in year 2011, during MSSM Terengganu. 2nd time was in TEENz Camp 2013, and the 3rd time was last year during SUKMA :) 

Might have even more birthday to come that I couldn't celebrate it with my family. Sigh. But it's ok, I still have a bunch of fellow friends who love me a lot and also brothers and sisters in Christ with me when is on my birthday! :) 

Truly thank God for His wonderful blessings in my life. I might not be the best in everything but I'm glad that He still be at my side and support me in everything that I need in my life. This year's birthday celebration might be the best among all celebrations that I had before this because this year I had too many things to thank God :)

Firstly, I thank God for putting me into the situation that I'm currently facing now. Because without this situation, I wouldn't know how to be grateful for everything that I had in my life. I always take things for granted until I went into this situation. Though is very tough, really really tough. But I had learned so many things that God wanted to teach me. 

"To give is better than receive." 

This is what God want me to learn from it and I admit that I'm still learning. It is very tough, sometimes I even thinking of giving up. But I believe that through God's grace, I can do it! :)

The next thing that I wanted to thank God is because He put these awesome peoples in my life when I'm alone in KL. Really thank God for all these wonderful friends in my college. They are the ones who cheers me up and encourage e whenever I need help. Of course not only this 3 fellas in the picture only. I still have a few more :)

Ta da! My babies :) Thanks for the night! They willing to spend their precious time with me on my birthday to just accompany me to KLCC and just to do nothing but chilling beside the pool. They are truly very awesome! They are the ones whom I can be very sampat without thinking of my appearance. 

I only knew one of them this year and I can't believe that we become so close ever since the day we met! And for others, I knew them not even a year and yet we become so close and I don't know how. :D

Words can't describe how I love them all. Because they are just too awesome and I cannot find a word or sentence to describe! :)

This is what we looking at for the whole night! It was really awesome! Check out the videos that I've recorded on that day! :)

It was really pretty! I really enjoyed a lot that night. It's like everything was prepared for me ;) Nah, just kidding. Hahaha. 

Of course, not gonna forget my very own bestie who call me out for a date 2 days before my birthday. Knew her since 13, my table-mate for 5 years! :)

  

I don't know why but I only took 1 photo with her that day when we hang out. Hahaha. But never mind, the most important part is the time that we spent together that day :) It has been awhile since we hang out together like that day. Both of us has been so busy with our studies ever since we started college. I still remember that we used to promised that we must hang out at least once a month no matter how. 

But both of our schedule are so tight that we didn't fulfill our promise. I still thank God for the friendship that we built together since the day we met until now. Even though we're not seeing each other in everyday like it was before, but our relationship can still carry on until today. There's more to go my bestie! :)

Next, I wanted to thank my Homies for celebrating my birthday today (12/6/2015) even though my birthday has already passed. It was a total unexpected surprised!

I didn't know that the cake was for me until they mention my name in the birthday song :') I thought it was someone else standing in front of me because they're walking towards my direction. Thank you guys for the cake and also the blessings. It was totally unexpected! I love it :)

Last but not least, I want to thank the most important person in my life -- my mother 

If it was not her, I wouldn't be here today. I wanted to thank you for took care of my since the day I was born until today. Thank you for always being there for me whenever I feel discouraged. Thank you for all the good food that you cooked for me, you always learn to cook new dishes that I wanted to try. I'm sorry for the things that I've did in the past that makes you feel sad, I even being rude to you when I was on anger. I feel sorry about that. 

"Honor your father and your mother, that your days may be long in the land that the Lord your God is giving you." (Exodus 20:12)

At last, I just wanted to say: I love you mum. If it wasn't you, I wouldn't be who am I today :) You're one of the best gift that God has ever given to me. Thanks for everything mum! 


And so, we have come to the end of my story! :) Thanks for everyone once again who wished me on my 19th birthday, love you all! 


Cheers,
Caryn Sim